I received my "status update" from the school of music concerning my audition....
Unfortunately, I was not accepted to the school of music this year.
I can't say that I am happy about that outcome, but for some strange reason I am getting over it pretty quickly. (just don't ask me about it and I won't cry)
So now what.
Honestly, I don't know.
I know that this happened for a reason. Maybe I'm not ready yet. Maybe I need more practice. Maybe I am supposed to go into a different major.....
I don't know.
I really thought this way my year.....
But then in my Polynesian Dance class, we have this little thought that the TA gives in Hawaiian before class starts. Today it was about trying your best and working hard. Then we are asked to give our own thoughts about the thought.
I raised my hand and said this," I think if we try our best in this life we can't be punished. I mean, we have done all that we can do.... why should we regret anything we do because somehow, in the end, we become better people."
I don't know if this was my own little inspirational thought for myself after I found out, but it sure is helping.
Also, this song from EFY helped too.
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